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Anonymous asked:

One thing I used to find "scary" about satanism is that most of the beliefs and stuff are actually more caring than Christianity, it's more realistic, I mean I don't have a religion per say but if i did, it would be satanism

It’s so true though. In all my years as a Christian, there would be SO many things that just didn’t add up to me. Things I’ve been through that I don’t feel comfortable saying.. And my eating disorders and self harm, that I’ve had since I was 12.. What kind of loving god would inflict such sinister and cruel illnesses on a child?? What kind of god sends people to hell over a sexuality that HE made them with? What kind of god allows people to die horrific deaths from cancer and other illnesses, or let’s people suffer from such crippling depression, that a person feels their only hope is to kill themselves? Oh yeah, and then of course god will send you too hell for suicide, too. Reminds me of the song Blasphemous Rumors by Depeche Mode.. “I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumors, but I think that god’s got a sick sense of humor and when I die, I expect to find him laughing…”

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Anonymous asked:

I wanted to cut so badly last night. I am the opposite of you, I have an overeating disorder aka FAT. I lose weight and gain it back. I am so lonely and depressed. I feel dark and empty and I use xanax to keep me feeling numb. I really would like someone to talk to.

I’m here for you honey

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Jesus loves you so much he died just for you, he would even do it again just for you. He was scourged and his flesh was torn open so you wouldn't ever have to suffer that type of pain. The true recovery is not in pills, not in therapy, or even being around loved ones, because there are so many have all those things yet feel a depression that drives them to hurting themselves. Come to Jesus and he'll heal your heart and take away your pain. Just say Jesus save me and change me, inside and out

Heh.. Well I almost don’t wanna say this, cause I know for a fact that several friends follow me on this blog, but what the hell, I’m not ashamed.. I am no longer a Christian, I am and have been for a couple years now, a Theistic Satanist. Now before everybody freaks out, I shall explain myself.

While I can’t speak for other Satanists, for myself, you’d actually be quite surprised. I was born and raised a born again Christian all my life, and it’s because of god and other Christians that I am what I am today and I am where I stand.. A suicidal, self harming, anorexic 20 year old who hates her very existence. For as long as I can remember, I have been torn down by other well meaning Christians for who and what I am, and the things about me that I have absolutely no control over.. And they don’t even know. So for me, I became a Satanist to save myself, literally. I had to break away from the chains that Christianity had me locked in. It is an open minded, accepting religion… While nothing is perfect, compared to Christianity in my opinion, Satanism has far less flaws, holes, and judgments in it. So, that’s why I turned to Satanism.

There is LaVeyan (aka atheist) Satanism, and there’s Theistic Satanism. LaVeyan Satanists and followers of ‘The church of Satan’, don’t believe in the entity of Satan and instead consider his attributes/characteristics as something to strive for in their lives. LaVeyan Satanism does not involve the literal worship of any being other than one’s self, but rather uses Satan as a symbol of earthly values, of man’s inherent nature, and of self worth. A type of living in which, by loosest definition is, “The idea that an individual must enforce their own meaning in life and rise above the conformity of the masses.”

Now Theistic Satanists such as myself, believe everything that a LaVeyan Satanist believes, only we actually believe in Satan, and choose him rather than god. Cause when you get right down to it, the only difference between LaVeyan Satanism and Traditional Satanism, is that LaVeyan’s take an Atheist’s point of view, while Theistic’s acknowledge the existence of God and Satan.

No matter which type of Satanism someone follows, the key principles are always the same: Diversity is encouraged, everyone is expected to discover his or her own sexuality, chart his or her own personality, decide their own ambitions in life, rise above any kind of conformity. You show kindness to those who deserve it, instead of wasting it on those who hurt you. Protect and defend the innocent, show no mercy to the cruel or heartless. You must never lose sight of who and what you are, and what a threat you can be, by your very existence.

I’m sure I’ll lose followers over this, but I don’t care. I am who I am, I’ve got nothing to hide. Don’t waste your prayers on me though, hun. God gave up on me long before I gave up on him.

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